Ok, so WTF. He deleted me as a friend on facebook AND switched to the seat next to the seat next to me. What the crap did I do other than say hi and introduce myself and ask where he was from yesterday?

Dear Boys,
You all suck.
Much Love,
Esp

So today, a new kid came to our school. He's in my grade. And he's cute as can be. His eyes are actually gorgeous.
They're like a light sky blue and teal mix. They're so prettyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. I was mezmerized.
No joke. I couldn't stop thinking about them all day.
[I was un-shy for ten seconds and had the courage to introduce myself to him But then when he shook my hand I blushed and the shyness came backk] He's a polite boy with a nice voice and, oh, did I mention I'm in love with his eyes?

And then, Algebra 2 class came.
I was there early, and so was he.
I said hey and asked if he was in Algebra 2 now and he said yes.
He then proceeded to ask me a question.
"So, which seats are open in this class?"
Of course, my not-so-slick-self decided to be slick.
"Well, the seat next to me is. I sit here *points to desk*"

BAM!
For once, I was smart.
Okay sorry. But he's adorably gorgeous and I'm in love with his eyes.
We're facebook friends already and his number was on his facebook. *Immediate whip-out-phone-action*
Heh heh

I want to talk to him. But because I'm so shy, I..can't..Like in class I'd look over at him and then not know what to say so I'd look back at my calculator and play with buttons and be an idiot.

ESPEO NEEDS HALP.

Oh, and I'm in love with his eyes.
I think I forgot to mention that

~Esp

I seriously love dogs, its why I'm mostly a canine artist, but with my latest project, I think I might commit suicide.

So my uncle [who I've never met by the way] wants to write a childrens alphabet book or something and he wants me and my mom to find information on dog breeds. This information includes Pronunciation, Country of Origin, Max Height, Max Weight, and the various colors available for the breed.

Easy right? Wrong.

He emailed us the list of dogs he wants us to get the information for earlier tonight. Around 900 breeds or more were listed.

Nine. Hundred. Breeds.

Keep in mind, he claims to have typed this list himself. Who takes the time to type almost 1000 dog breeds into a perfect little Microsoft Excel file just so he can send it to one person. One person. Too much time if you ask me.

Thats including hybrids that no one knows [or at least posts on the internet] the information for because its like...not possible for a hybrid to have a specified weight, height and country of origin and all that crap. No one even has correct pronunciations listed anywhere.

I was going to use this as another opportunity to be able to see different breeds and study the anatomy as I worked on the page for each breed but honestly, I've been able to do 2 breeds in nearly an hour.

Two Breeds. One hour. ULTIMATE FAILURE.

So now I've decided I'm skipping any and all hybrids and doing all the pures first. I'll revisit the hybrids in three years when I finish the pures.

This sucks so much. So Much.

I think I'm going to take a break every time I finish four breeds and work on a sketch of dogs trying to kill me or something. That means I'll get a break every two hours.

*shot*

X.X

~Espeo~

My German Shepherd Tattoo Design has 682 views as of this journal. WTF.

..a lot

And that no one reads my journals, especially when they have questions that kinda' sorta' need to be answered by other people. Therefore I have asked you guys to read this one. Because it has questions that need answers. Gracias

But before I go off ranting, as always, I've noticed that when I do traditional work, my style is wayyyyyyy different from my digital style. And I like it more. If only I wasn't a fail at coloring T.T So yeah, does anyone have any tips on coloring fur with Copics [I FINALLY GOT SOME I'M SO EXCITED] and Colored Pencils? Maybe a tutorial if that's even possible..lol Thank you so much!

And now, I asked about commissions in my last journal and, because no one reads my journals, I'm going to ask it again:
Should I do $1 sketch commissions and little whatever $5 colored things and things like that? I seriouslyyyy need monies for gas for my gas-guzzling 4runner and other stuff so I'm really tempted to make a paypal account or something and set that all up. Good Idea? Bad Idea? Comments? Questions? Concerns? Anything else? Heh..ok, I'm done...

K, I thinks thats all. Baibai.

~Espeo~

So, hullo all ^^ I'm sure you guys have noticed I've adopted a Digg, a PomPom Bun, and a Dream Dear. I'm adopting a few random things as background charries and messenger charries and such for the comic I'm working on. All of the charries are complex in some sort of way, and I'm very happy about this as well ^^

So, I just wanted to let you all know why all these adoption pieces were suddenly popping up in my gallery ^^'

Comic pages will come later, I want to get all the charries fixed up and such before I really get into it. I'll make ref sheets for charries and then the pages will come after. So when they start to pop up, you'll know why

Also, I'm thinking of maybe making a few adoptable sheets as a way to 'give back' because I've been adopting some things myself.

Anddd should I do $1 sketch commissions and little whatever $5 colored things and things like that? I seriouslyyyy need monies for gas for my gas-guzzling 4runner and other stuff so I'm really tempted to make a paypal account or something and set that all up. Good Idea? Bad Idea? Comments? Questions? Concerns? Anything else? Heh..ok, I'm done...

~Espeo